these days

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Fri, 17 May 2013 20:25:23 -0400

Anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me. I can't reply, just publish.

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:25:18 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 04:30:40 -0400

clear-head-in-madness: fucking hell

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:33:30 -0400

clear-head-in-madness:

fucking hell

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Tue, 14 May 2013 19:11:56 -0400

Sometimes you just want to feel like you’re not alone. And it’s not even the physical...

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:57:36 -0400

Sometimes you just want to feel like you’re not alone. And it’s not even the physical act of being alone. It the being alone with the thoughts. That you’ll never be good enough. That you’ll never feel whole. It’s those thoughts that keep you up at night and keep you staring at the bottom of the pool wondering if that’s a safer place than where you are now.

Emily’s Monday Night: Having a Facebook war with the roommate of a guy I dated seven years...

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:17:44 -0400

Emily’s Monday Night: Having a Facebook war with the roommate of a guy I dated seven years ago.

How do you know you’re in love?

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:56:30 -0400

—COMMON: Man, I know I’m in love when I think about her a lot and I’m finding ways to get to that person. Even though I gotta work, even though I gotta take care of other responsibilities, I’m like yo, when am I gonna fly out and see that person? I look forward to seeing them.

—KENDRICK LAMAR: How do you know you’re in love? When your heart feels it instead of your mind and your penis don’t. You know, it’s deeper than that… That’s when you know.

—PETE ROCK: Oh man you feel it right here, *touches heart*, right there, it’s like cupid’s shooting you in the heart, that shit’s just BOOW! Lots of people say they don’t believe in love at first sight, but I do, it’s happened to me.

—A$AP ROCKY: You know you in love cuz you don’t want nobody else but that person. You know, that’s how you know for sure. Like you could see a million other bad bitches, but you know, but it don’t even matter, you stuck.

—BIG BOI: Your heart flutters a little bit, you like to kiss on the mouth a lot, your neck get hot when you kiss on the mouth, that type of stuff. Stuff like that, yea.

—QUESTLOVE: I THINK WHEN THAT PERSON CONSUMES YOU.

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Mon, 13 May 2013 19:11:52 -0400

Monday 😿

Mon, 13 May 2013 10:33:33 -0400

Monday 😿

Happy Mother’s Day. I’m so lucky to have the...

Sun, 12 May 2013 11:32:52 -0400

Happy Mother’s Day. I’m so lucky to have the greatest mother in the entire world. 😘

Erykah Badu Interviews Kendrick Lamar

Sat, 11 May 2013 23:16:31 -0400

BADU: How do you choose chicks from backstage?
LAMAR: How do I choose chicks from backstage?
BADU: Yeah, what is the protocol?
LAMAR: I try not to. [laughs] I’m too scared. Anybody who knows me knows that I’m probably the most scared person when it comes to that because I’m so caught up in the act of sex, of something going crazy, going out of my control. I’m too paranoid.
BADU: [laughs] So you just pass?
LAMAR: I’ve got to because I’ve seen a situation where it got totally out of hand, where something seemed so innocent, and now this person has got allegations on them. It spooked me. This was before my career really started, though—before any “Kendrick Lamar.” And that right there? It changed my whole perception about certain things. I’ll always keep that in the back of my head.

BADU: So who is your asshole-checker?
LAMAR: Who is my what?
BADU: Your asshole-checker—the person in your crew or your family who let’s you know if you’re being a asshole.
LAMAR: I have two, actually. [both laugh] But the main one is a friend of mine—a lady friend who has known me since high school. She has always been someone, since day one, who has said something whenever I’m an asshole, or also if I’m doin’ something positive—but more so when I’m out of my element.

BADU: What’s your favorite cereal?
LAMAR: Fruity Pebbles. When people ask for my rider, they think I’m crazy: Fruity Pebbles, baked chicken, bottle of Hennessy, and some Polo socks.

BADU: What do you, as a man, envy about what it means to be a woman?
LAMAR: There’s just a certain knowledge instilled in a woman. There are these things that women have that men just can’t grasp: the understanding of love; the understanding of being; having a certain type of care in your heart and knowing when to be compassionate; knowing how to be a confidante…
BADU: That’s a good perspective. Something I envy that men have is that ability to grow a goatee. I think that’d be really hot on me.

Turns out, eating a salad alone is the most depressing act. I...

Fri, 10 May 2013 16:14:22 -0400

Turns out, eating a salad alone is the most depressing act. I want to shove this plastic fork into my heart.

I'm buzzed. I love you. (The two are not really related)

Thu, 09 May 2013 23:37:15 -0400

I LOVE YOU TOO, MICHELLE.

Tell me something nice. I'm drunk.

Thu, 09 May 2013 23:25:57 -0400

Tell me something nice. I'm drunk.

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Thu, 09 May 2013 22:32:24 -0400

I saw pictures from the space shuttleNorth America at nightI...

Thu, 09 May 2013 14:37:39 -0400

I saw pictures from the space shuttle
North America at night
I could almost see my house
I could almost see the rest of my life
Now my mothers in the hospital
And my friends are in the news
Collecting trophies for the songs they wrote
When we lived in the shadow of the moon

Guess I never make a gold record
And I have never been to mars
But I’ve traveled ’round this world
Shooting fireworks at falling stars
No prison bars
And my fathers got a decent job
I hear he’s finally pulling through
There’s more to life than singing songs we write
When we are in the shadow of the moon

I see colors
When I hear your voice
Grab your wings they’re putting gravity on trial
I see colors
I don’t hear the noise
Because we’re only flying for a while
Because we’re only flying for a while

I saw this picture of my niece
Twisting high above a narrow beam
And my brother looked so proud
Like he woke up in this perfect dream
And I’ve know you all my life
But I knew you long before that too
Lets go dancing to the songs we wrote
When we lived in the shadow of the moon

I see colors
When I hear your voice
Grab your wings
They’re putting gravity on trial
I see colors
I don’t hear the noise
Sometimes you’re only flying for a while
I could love you
In the falling rain
Grab your wings
This is a storm we’re meant to ride
Like Synesthesia
Aboard a stalling plane
It’s like we’re only flying for a while

I see colors
When I hear your voice
Grab your wings
They’re putting gravity on trial
I see colors
I don’t fear the choice
Because we’re only flying for a while
And I could love you
In the falling rain
Grab your wings
This is the storm we’re meant to ride
Like Synesthesia
Aboard a stalling plane
Sometimes we’re only flying for a while

I can see the colors running
When I hear the music play

How am I single lolololololol

Wed, 08 May 2013 23:21:42 -0400

How am I single lolololololol

Hey, Facebook, I really can’t handle another person I know getting engaged while I’m...

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:19:50 -0400

Hey, Facebook, I really can’t handle another person I know getting engaged while I’m sitting at my parents house, bloated, watching Don’t be Tardy, drinking a $4 bottle of wine and listening to my parents argue over cheese.

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Tue, 07 May 2013 22:25:15 -0400